my not important happenings or thoughts in my life

2011-10-30T01:52:00.004+08:00

Looking back this year, I really do hope I did what I could, knowing I had delayed too much in preparing for it. I really do hope in progressing and right now, I'm left with the final hurdles. Monday is another big day and the Friday in the following week would be another major test. I look forward to AFA 2011 though. Would be first and I sure hope I will enjoy it. Of course, I have to be in the mood to be joyful and all. Really, these few years has changed my life quite drastically. In a good way or bad, it depends on who sees it. With these last few months of 2011, I wonder what else lies ahead.....

2011-09-11T20:36:00.002+08:00

Went Seoul Garden with some of my batchmates last Wednesday, celebrating someone's birthday. It'd been awhile since I ate that much but it felt pleasant. It was worth the money and time to go there. Now the week has gone and I have to be more focused, hoping I can do so in the days to come.....wish me luck!

2011-08-14T14:25:00.001+08:00

The thing I have been dreading all-year round so far.....Project Work. Primary souces can be a pain, really. I now have to finsh a survey for data collection, and I just don't feel like doing so. The survey might only apply to Singaporeans though.

2011-08-11T00:32:00.002+08:00

NDP 2011 was yesterday and of course, I went again! It wasn't bad. In fact, I think it was better than last year. Sometimes the plays look dumb to me, but I guess plays are plays, they aren't true. Fireworks pleased as usual. In all, it was another great parade, something that happens once a year. :)

2011-08-11T00:25:00.002+08:00

Past the halfway point of year 1, I hope I can pull myself through and ensure I make it to the next, to be able to clear the hurdle....

2011-07-02T12:30:00.001+08:00

First taste of exams and boy, I do not like it already heh. I just to get used to it. Starting of practices again and I hope to improve much more.

2011-05-07T20:22:00.002+08:00

A division is over! As a supporter, I didn't, do much, but it was a learning experience I won't forget, and I will be prepared for next year, should I be able to take part in the competitions. I would have to get way better before I can have a chance but I do have a year to do so. I would have to get a new bowling ball though, and I would think maybe I would get it in June. Of course, lots of practice would be needed but it's enjoyable and I don't regret joining this.

2011-04-28T22:32:00.002+08:00

Today was the doubles event for our bowling team. After the competition, I bowled with my friends and I did a decent job I guess. 122,144,152,131 and 151. It was enjoyable but I think I will have to catch up a lot in school....

2011-04-16T18:03:00.002+08:00

Today was a pretty good bowling training. I played 9 games, 4 games after the training ended. with scores of 115, 149, 132, 135, 116, 169, 167, 149 and 172, which is my best score so far. I do hope to build on this and consistently get good average scores.

2011-03-16T22:44:00.001+08:00

Bowling is enjoyable, but its unlikely that I can take part in any competition this year, since there are so many way better than me. I guess I just have to work harder.

2011-02-24T22:57:00.002+08:00

I think I can handle JC life, but man do I hate practising with my new bowling ball. I fear I can't do as well as before :. But I just hope things get better.

2011-02-09T22:34:00.003+08:00

Had bowling trials today, and since it was my 1st choice, it made it much easier for me to be able to get in. In the 4th game, I started with 3 strikes in a row, and that really pleased me, though I only ended with a score of 149pts. Today was fun, but the whole day I didn't really feel that great.

2011-01-26T16:54:00.003+08:00

Time passes by so quickly. School will start soon, probably tomorrow, and I have been posted to CJC. Been happy that I managed 9 points raw score, and that I had much more choices then I imagined. I just hope I made the right decision and see it through.

2011-01-07T23:41:00.002+08:00

The new year is here and soon, the holidays will come to an end. Over the holidays, I went bowling 3 times. Enough? Nah, I need more. Have I decided where to go? Not really, but I do hope to get a decent score. Poly seems like a risky route but I may have to take it. Been to a tune-in at a jc and I didn't really like the life in a jc band; it's quite hectic and tough, considering I am quite a lazy fella. I guess only when the results come out, on Monday, would I know my fate.

2010-12-01T21:37:00.002+08:00

Met some of my Sec 4 classmates yesterday. Played a bit of soccer and then we went for lunch. I loved my luncha dn then we went for some LAN. It was great fun with them and time sure passed quickly. I had to leave so i missed out on the BBQ. I'm sure there would be another opportunity for me so I guess it ahs to wait after the Taiwan trip which begins tomorrow. Wish me luck! That I don't falter in Taiwan, with my picky eating habits and all.

2010-11-24T19:49:00.003+08:00

Last Friday, I went out with some of the other sec 4s after band camp to play pool. We were tired, but we could still have enough energy to play though. Zainul was hilarious. Today, I went out with some of my calssmates and bowled at SAFRA Yishun. We then went to Swensens for lunch and John, Tob and Ryan went to my house and we played cards till evening. Was enjoyable, something that I would like to happen more often.

2010-11-19T19:29:00.002+08:00

O' Levels is over and I'm out of school. I just passed out of Band and I have the Taiwan trip in December. I didn't realise it was 7 days, don't know if I would regret going there. I'm very picky about my food. Even if its the holidays I have quite a number of things everyday that I do so I actually don't have as much time on the computer as I expected. But I just want an enjoyable holiday, that's all I'm asking.

2010-08-31T22:57:00.004+08:00

Completely forgot about Teachers' Day and this month ended with ups and downs. I don't know if I should give up on A maths but I shall still try it out. Lunia introduced new stuff in ijji and Audition has gone. I just hope I can get my senses straight for October. It's what matters now.

2010-08-31T22:57:00.001+08:00

2010-07-17T17:00:00.002+08:00

AP is now over and I don't have to go for band anymore. I still feel the next batch isn't ready to take over just yet and we haven't taught them everything there is to know. I just hope the band does not fall apart after we leave and that we have done an adequate enough job as leaders. Other than CCA, I feel much of life is still the same, studies and tests in school and stuff.

2010-06-07T02:07:00.003+08:00

A few weeks have gone by and the so called June Holidays have begun. The week of extra classes is over and the written paper for Mother Tongue is done. My godsister just got married and I'm happy for her. Great that love is in the air. I have been spamming Lunia and now I'm lvl 86 with the 5th rebirth skill! For Eir, its just healing but it is cool anyway. I wouldn't trade it for any other skill for I don't usually play other characters.I still have a lot to practise before the concert but I think we would be able to put a concert up by then.I just hope I know where my priorities are and I know what I'm doing.

2010-05-23T17:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the Chinese Mock Exam and the MCQ section was tough. I would ahve to take a break from the computer until MTL O levels are done but I do hope to reach lvl 90 before I stop for final O Levels at the end of June. I would love to catch up on anime and manga and stuff I have not done for a long time. Band concert is at 25 and 26 June and I hope we would be prepared by then!

2010-05-16T11:54:00.002+08:00

Decided to post something. Gosh, I hate 2.4 km run. I tried to retake it with someone pacing me to help me get a better timing but in the end, I did it 8 seconds slower..... I still fail to get a silver or above for NAPFA though the other stations went well. I'm back to ban and 25 and 26 June are the dates of our band concerts. We have to start preparing now and I need to train to be able to last through all the songs. Mid-Years are done and O lvl MTL paper is coming. Will have night study in the next few weeks. I have to pass this exam! I wouldn't want to take it again at the end of the year. I bothered to watch some anime but I can only watch till around 6~8 episodes before I don't have the time. I went to something called ACSclusive at ACJC and boy, now I don't feel like joining band in JC if I ever go to one. Seems like hard work and I feel lazy. I just hope I can do well for both AP and the concerts. I would then be satisfied and have peace in my mind for exams.

2010-05-01T23:40:00.004+08:00

Well, last week my sister celebrated her birthday. On Friday, we went to the Costa Sands resort to spend the night there. We played a bit of Wii and our relatives came for dinner. After everyone left we just relaxed for awhile before hitting the sack. My sisters slept in another room while Fe accompanied me. The next day, we went tothe bowling alley and we played a few rounds. For the first round, my eldest sster played a bit before her friends came. In that game, I managed one of my highest of 157 points. The other 2 games were not as good, 99 and 116 points. Overall, I enjoyed all that though I was sick. With this long weekend I plan to do some work at least to rpepare myself.

2010-04-17T17:35:00.004+08:00

Heh bored so I'm just gonna post some old screenshots of Lunia and my past account. I've got to start studying some chinese and I will tomorrow.

2010-04-04T20:12:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I went for my section (batch) outing. Only all the sec 4s and a sec 3 came. We met at Plaza Singapura and we went to watch Clash Of The Titans. I wanted to watch How To Train Your Dragon but it was a bit too late to watch that. The movie was fine, with nice graphics. But I feel its easily forgettable. We then ate at Pizza Hut for lunch and we left.

2010-03-21T22:20:00.001+08:00

Heh, got my healer to lvl 85 but now I'm clueless to what to do. Maybe I'll just rebirth again since I don;t have the ultimate skill.

2010-03-21T22:01:00.003+08:00

The Band camp was okay and I was facilitating the camp. For me, I did nothing much, mainly dealing with food and handphones. I took charge of the movies and at least now I can choose the food I want to eat. I did some homework during the free time. There were times I was very sleepy was very hard to stay awake. Once during an activity I got my leg stuck in the pile of sec 3s and it hurt a bit. Luckily they did not break my leg.I found this camp interesting but too bad there won't be another one like this.

2010-03-21T21:19:00.005+08:00

Time to recap the whole week of March holidays. Last Sunday was the St Patrick's Day Parade. Our band performed and as usual, it rained. The marching was fine but the performance was tough I have to say, but we were marching so I forgive myself! Anyway, I found some pictures from others and I shall just post them.

2010-03-07T14:02:00.002+08:00

Its half way through the common test week and so far, I'm getting by okay. Hopefully, I do pass A Maths and Literature and March holidays are coming soon. 2 days after the tests end and its the end of the term and that is pretty quick. But the holidays would be busy and I hope I have time to sleep.

2010-02-27T21:14:00.002+08:00

Random picture of the eir I have. Do hope to level up tomorrow

2010-02-27T21:05:00.002+08:00

Last Saturday, for band, we had to compete in relays. Batch against other batch and so there were 4 teams for each batch and so a total of 4 preliminary runs. The relay would be 100m x 4 and I was in team 2. We managed to win the 1st match but then we got 3rd in the finals. Not bad and 3 out of the 4 teams were from the sec 4 batch. This few weeks I have been trying to build up my stamina or at least my running. Of course, that would not help in any way my pull ups and that went down a bit. On Friday it was the SJI Sports meet and I wasn't any of the participants. It was quite boring so I went to the pull up bars and monkey bars to fool around for awhile. I had thought that since the month had been so dry, it wouldn't rain. But my prediction failed badly and it poured. I got drenched while going to the bus stop but it was fine since I was chatting with a friend. The PE lessons were fun as we played volleyball. I think the next few lessons would be soccer but I'm not that crazy into that. Today, SJIJ band came over but I did not need to go. I wouldn't be much help anyway since I'm not good with handling things like teaching how to read notes or hitting some notes and all those stuff. I have been reading some manga and watching some anime and even though some of them are old, it does not change the fact that they are nice. I enjoyed reading +Anima and Baka to Test to Shoukanjuu. I read the manga and watch some of the episodes of the anime and I guess it isn't too bad. I rpefer the manga though. I hope to complete it and these few days would be madness, since I have to get a mindset to study. I really am in a mess right now so I do hope I have the sense to at least try my best and study a bit.

2010-02-16T02:58:00.003+08:00

For awhile I haven't been playing Audition when I use tha computer. I guess maybe I'm into Lunia more at the moment. Been doing Myth Episode 4 for awhile now since I do it wih me fellow guildmates and the dear StarryLime. Man is his level high, around the top 15 in the game. He has been spamming the stage a lot and sometimes I just join him. Though I have been luckier than him, getting the Shining Zugren Spirit Gloves and Chest. After almost a few months, I'm back at level 80 and Lunia seems interesting, though I'm actually doing the same things over and over again. Updates keep coming in and there would be something new in Lunia. I'm sure Dark Eir would be released in the following patches but I hope it would come in around June or so. Having so many things released in short span of time would make everything boring, since the exciting of the new stuff would die down. I managed to get Johnathan and Xiang Li to play and John really loves to play Kali and I'm sure he would love to continue playing. Last time I saw, he was around lvl 36 and still leveling. Xiang Li rushed pretty quick, mything and getting Foriel stuff and other things. I feel rushing through a game won't make it fun. Sure enough, his cousins is bored of Lunia and wants him to quit too. But I'm sure theres enough things to do to make him stay. He just needs to understand what he needs to do and why. It wound be pointless to play a game when you are so clueless about what you are doing. Nowadays, not many of the old timers go on in Daysleepers. I used to be just a member. Now it seems I'm a regular with all those guild runs. Not that I don't mind, I'm not always the one they search for and play but they acknoledge me as one who they ask if they need one more person. Maybe soon I'll start playing Audition again and plus, I really have to check out what I want to do after O levels.....I need to know what I am aiming for. I just hope I know what to do too.

After these few days its back to normal days with band. March holidays would be hectic with the Band Camp and on the saturday after that there is St Patrick's Day. The last time I couldn't perform but right now, I do know if I would enjoy it. Sure, I like performances, but the last time this happened I could not play and after that we got a big scolding. Not something you would enjoy of course. But I'm sure it wouldn't be as bad as the previous one. This is my last year performing and I would like to make everything memorable. I would try my best to play correctly the songs e need to practise in case it is used. Right now the hardest is YMCA, which has some interesting rhythm and high notes. I think I need to train my stamina in playing and be able to hit high notes consistently. At the moment I can't do that and I feel disappointed in myself. Without ulcers I might be able to do better but I have to do much much better. I just hope it can be done before I stop going for CCA. AP this year would be a new experience, and my last one, and maybe I could actually enjoy what I am doing. If it actually goes well, people would see a lot of difference from the past and could impress them. It is still a work in progress but I'm sure the Tops can come up with something good and something we can handle and do properly. There's still things I would like to do before the end of the year and exams. A repeat of our batch badminton outing would certainly please me. I also hope the next time I go bowling is soon and with my sis. I would like to get a new highscore and more strikes and spares. Getting in touch with Primary school friends would be great. Haven't seen one so far this year. But everybody is busy and have their own stuff to do.

I will be going to the bookstores later and I hope I can get books that I would enjoy reading and can learn from them. I love picking out words for vocab and I need to be patient enough to write them down with meaning and example. I have been doing that but doing it for a long time can be a pain. I still a lot of words haven't done. Hope the New Year brings fortune and good things to come.

2010-02-15T19:11:00.002+08:00

Lunar New Year is here and there's a 4 day break which is nice. I didn't expect myself to start reading books again. I was reading some book when I started getting bored of it. But then the story started getting more interesting and the final few parts were amazing, though I didn't really like the ending since I felt it ended abruptly. I hope to get more books and learn how to write better!

2010-02-05T19:54:00.002+08:00

Wooo. I found out how many CIP hours I have done for my whole secondary life today and I got the most in my class. While only not many reached 100 CIP hours, I managed 202 hours. Thanks to the 3 hours this year from band, I reached the 200 mark. I guess the hours I spammed in sec 2 helped a lot. SPA is coming and I feel a bit nervous but I feel I should be able to handle it. I just want to do ( at the moment ) pretty well for English and score high in class.

2010-01-16T19:40:00.002+08:00

After a week of going to band for 5 days, its good to know I can have a short break now. Today we tried some new stuff and trying a piece most probably going to be SJI's next year's first choice for SYF.

Right after that, I went with my sis and played bowling. She had some of her bowling cca friends there and we played a number of games. My sister had a little problem getting used to her new ball but I'm sure she will play well with it in the future. I played 5 games, and i managed to get 111, 123, 135, 94 and 109. I guess there are quite good for my standard and I hope to get better scores.

2010-01-03T23:02:00.002+08:00

School restarts tomorrow and I hope I am able to get used to school life again. I do not want to do badly this year.

2009-12-19T19:06:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I just came back from Band Chalet. I went half way through, on Wednesday evening when they had the barbecue. I didn't eat it though since I had eaten already. That night the palce was very full and I slept at around 5 am. The connection was lost somehow so there was no point staying awake anymore. The next day I went out with some people and we went lan for about 5 hrs. We are dinner and Qihong and I went for 1 more hour of lan at J-Cube. When we went back to the chalet at around 12 there was so few people left. 4 of them went bowling but there was less than 18 people left. Played bridge for most of that time and went to sleep only at 4. I think I was the last awake. It wasn't bad but the place was a tad too small. They should find a better place to have the chalet. Plus, so few sec 2s, like around 4 and sec 1s came. Sec 1s would be understandable but the sec 2s,,,,,Can't they just mix around more and stop stoning at home.

2009-12-19T19:02:00.003+08:00

Ah, yes. The Legion Chalet. All I did was play Risk, cards, music and maybe watch some TV. We had times of prayer and quite alot of time to play. We went bowling on one of the days and the first game was tough. I was trailing almost the whole game and then Nick Goh spared and got 7 at the last part of the game. In the end I spared and got 8 and tied with him at 103 points. I then got 108 and 105 points. On saturday I went 36 hours without sleep and went to school also for setionals. I almost wanted to fall asleep but I made it until 9pm which I then just gave in to sleep. I woke up at 11 though to play abit before sleeping. I almost missed going to Legion Chalet as I missed the one earlier this year. Hope next year would be better.

2009-12-19T18:59:00.003+08:00

This year's band camp wasn't that bad. In fact, this is the first end of year band camp I went through. I survived the investiture and Blue Ridge after that. I have to say this camp is survivable, which is good. There might be another camp early next year so maybe that would be tougher. I hope the performance for the sec 1s next year would go well.

2009-12-19T18:54:00.003+08:00

Finally posting. Well, for the Cairns trip, we mostly went sight-seeing or went to shopping malls. Since there is quite a few pictures, I will do that some other time. That area is quite mountainous at places and all the while we were there it didn't rain. It was quite dry and the news always showed reports on bushfires. The place we stayed wasn't bad, and the people in Australia are much more friendlier than in Singapore. We stayed at the Angsana Resort and Spa but we didn't bother using the pool there. The snorkelling was fun but I guess one day isn't enough to please me there. That palce is not bad and I guess if possible I would go back there. Other places we went were Daintree Rainforest, the Cairns Tropical Zoo and the Wildlife Dome on top of a casino.

2009-12-02T12:11:00.001+08:00

Haven't been posting much cause I have been lazy. So things to do soon: Batch Outing, Cairns Trip, Band Camp and Legion Chalet.

2009-11-15T16:45:00.002+08:00

I guess I can say this was one of the best outings I have gone too. I still like the badminton outing but it was fun having so many of my batchmates around. Hope this won't end just yet and Now I'm preparing to go to Australia. Hope I got everything I need and I enjoy myself.

2009-11-12T22:40:00.001+08:00

Today I went for the Batch Outing. First we practised abit of songs in school, then we headed to Plaza Singapura where we played a few games like something called Drum Maniac. We bought the tickets and then we went for lunch. Sufi, Sebastian, Edmund and I went to Pizza Hut and the rest Macs. 22 of us in total went for this outing, which is a great number. The movie was long but it was worth it. 2012 is a nice movie, though it can be improved on. Maybe its just not what I want. Have to pack soon for the trip.

2009-11-11T22:12:00.002+08:00

Since the las time I posted quite alot of things has happened. To start, extra lessons are now over but my class has planned the class gathering when I'm in Australia, so I can't meet them for that. I just got confirmed and the experience is great. On Tuesday I went for Legion and after Novena we went to Marina square for bowling. I can't believe the bowling alleys are in that quality. Its unbelievable people can actually bowl there, it is in horrible condition. Some of us then tried some of the games in the arcade like the Para Para game. Today I went for my cousin's birthday celebration. His cake was durian so in the end I didn't eat that cake. At least this is a chance where cousins, aunts and uncles can meet and chat. This does not usually happen. Tomorrow is the batch outing and I hope it is another memorable one.

2009-10-25T22:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I met Alaric, Sebastian and Fen Fei at Junction 8. Been awhile since I had seen 2 of them. We went to watch Imagine That and it is funny and also has meaning to it. After watching the movie we walked around for awhile and then we went to get stuff to play with. We then went to do random stuff like Badminton and basketball before we went to the void deck under Fen Fei's house. We played bridge and man was Alaric clueless about it. He picked himself as his own partner. Alaric left early and then we played Tai Di. We then went to KFC for dinner and we parted ways. It was fun to meet them again after so long and hope to meet up with them again.

2009-10-14T15:25:00.002+08:00

The exams are over and now theres is a 6 day break for me - tomorrow I don't have any exams since I don't take art or computer studies....Friday is Marking day and so is next Tuesday....weekends Saturday and Sunday and holiday on Monday. Of course, after those days it will be doomsday since I will get back my results. I love Muse songs and one of them is Resistance, which I made as my blog song. Pretty interesting music and finally got in touch with Sebastian again. Seems like he likes to use a fake accent for fun. Hope to chat with him again some time soon.

2009-10-03T16:38:00.003+08:00

Exams are coming and I guess I will try to prepare and memorise as soon as possible....which is quite late but thats the way I am. I just hope what I do won't cause my downfall.

2009-09-21T19:54:00.002+08:00

Today I celebrated my birthday and went to SAFRA Yishun. Went with Tobias, Lionel, Marcus Lim, Fen Fei, Edmund and Cherng Hao. Played a few rounds of bowling and then we went to Northpoint to eat. Tobias, Edmund and Fen Fei went back to my house and we played Risk. It was fun and I enjoyed today alot. I guess I will start revising soon.

2009-09-13T22:24:00.001+08:00

Today was the food and funfair at my church and boy did I spend on the Fishing game. It was worthwhile I guess and it made me happy. I feel very slack and I think I need to start focusing again!

2009-09-06T20:08:00.002+08:00

Wooo I love my last post. Been awhile since I wrote alot. Took a nap just now and wow, having a nap in air con rocks. I guess I might go for the Youth Rally tomorrow but it depends on my mood I guess. Stupid IJJI keeps giving me problems. I just hope I can rush Lunia before I can't.

2009-09-06T00:33:00.003+08:00

The week has passed and some events has passed. On Monday it was the Teachers' Day celebration and after school I went back the Catholic High. I met my former Chinese teacher and Band teacher. Had a chat with her after a long time without meeting her and we might keep in touch if anything happens with the band. Met my friends like Jia Ming, Lionel, Nicholas Ow, Yun Mu and Jeremy Ng. I would have to say Nic Ow and Jeremy Ng have changed the most. I then went to J8 with Yun Mu and we ate at Macs. The Bisham gay was at KFC so we avoided there. It was still a great Teachers' Day, at least better than some years. Had Legion on Tuesday and on Wednesday nothing much happened. There was band on Thursday and we played songs like Pinocchio. I kinda like that song and I hope to play that in a concert some time soon. Mr Tan said we were kind of dead and needed to relax. I can't deny that but I have to say I was in a livelier mood so I won't say I was stone. Nothing on Friday since it was PTM so it was slack. Band on Saturday was okay, had those exercises from OBS done again in band and music was fine. Had the lesson with the instructor or the masterclass and it was enjoyable. I just hope the sec 1s will be more hardworking and put more effort in playing well, and of course the sec 2s too. They need to buck up to prepare for next time after our batch steps down.

2009-08-30T22:40:00.001+08:00

Teacher's day is tomorrow, OBS is over and many interesting things happened last week. I do hope next week would be as enjoyable, not heartbreaking.

2009-08-24T00:50:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the Serangoon District Youth Day and I have to say it was fantastic. There praise and worship songs like 'Still', 'Mighty to save', 'Everlasting God', 'Name above all names', 'One way', 'Draw me close to you', 'Amazing grace' and even 'How great is our God'. There was a drama put up by the combined drama group. It was okay and there was a speech by Mr Shermon Quek, from Malaysia. It was an enriching experience and it would be great if I went through something like this again. OBS is coming tomorrow and I pray that I will push my self to go through it.

2009-08-21T22:26:00.005+08:00

Here are just some of the NDP 09 pictures.

2009-08-10T22:30:00.001+08:00

Out of the 8 National days I have been to, I have to say I like this one the best. I do hope to upload the pictures soon.

2009-08-08T15:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was cross country and it was at Bedok reservoir. I ran, jog, walked with some of the sec 3 bandsmen and it wasn't that bad. Too bad I got a cut on my leg when a branch poked me near the end of the run. After running, I went with other bandsmen to Tampines and ate at McDonald's. After eating, we took the MRT and went to Plaza Singapura. Near there we went to play pool. It was my first time and I guess pool is fine. Not something that uninteresting.

2009-08-06T20:51:00.001+08:00

National Day is coming and so is the cross-country run. I don't feel like running tomorrow but I guess I have to try. Its not so interesting to run 4km+ but hopefully I might go somewhere after that.

2009-08-04T20:50:00.002+08:00

National Day is coming, and I guess I'm going again for the 8th time, going since 2001 and only missing the 2007 celebration. I usually look forward to the fireworks and free stuff :), but hopefully this year, it would be a nice one. Just completed my Chinese Oral today and luckily, I didn't do my worst, and maybe I might get double digits for my marks. Of course, to get one digit, I must be very bad.

2009-07-18T22:11:00.001+08:00

Its so sad they had to cancel the concert at the Botanical Gardens. I guess they don't want to spread H1N1. I was really looking forward to that concert. Now I feel I have nothing to look forward to in band because we do not have to practice for the concert.

2009-07-11T21:29:00.002+08:00

AP is now over. For the first time, my level of joy has finally reached a mark. I actually felt happy, taking those phtos, chatting with my friends. Maybe I could do more in Band, Maybe just try to play wonderfully all the time, and give my best. I guess I hope to stay this way.

2009-07-03T21:35:00.002+08:00

Damn, My head has been throbbing for over 3 days. Might have to see the doctor tomorrow. Had to end my practice for AP early and the stupid headache is really irritating. Hope to get rid of it soon.

2009-06-28T22:06:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I went to East Coast Park with Raphael and Desmond to go cycling. I didn't know how to, so they taught me how, and I learned in 30 minutes. :D Then after sime time Zuriel, Edmund and Cherng Hao came. Its fun to cycle now that I know how its like. When then went to Plaza Singapura and met with Samuel, Thaddeus, Elton, Karthik and Ji Yang. We then headed to KFC for lunch. We were supposed to watch Transformers 2 but the 3pm show was sold out and the next was at 5+. We decided to scrap the idea and head back home. It was still an enjoyable outing for me.

2009-06-27T14:54:00.002+08:00

Its sad that Michael Jackson has passed away. He might not have been my favourite, but his songs were never bad and now that he is gone, it seems like something great has been lost. He was truly a revolutionary guy in music and I'm sure his music shall live on.

2009-06-25T01:43:00.002+08:00

Forgot all about it, but this year, we had Enrichment Day and I took a flower arrangement course. It was done my Mr Gregory and we used some recycled materials. I used the base of a soft drink bottle and some old cloth. I'm used to doing flower arrangements, as I used the leftovers of my dad when he's done making some for special occasions like Christmas. I guess mine was ok, different. But I had totally forgotten about it until I found the photos.

It isn't perfect but its my creation! I have to like it.

2009-06-23T20:03:00.002+08:00

Went out with my relatives for lunch at Vivocity and bowling at SAFRA Mount Faber. First, we went to some Brazillian restaurant with a name I cannot remember. It was okay, the fact I ate quite abit shows it ain't so bad to go again! Unfortunately, some had to go back home because of studies but 4 of us continued on to SAFRA. We took the cab there and we played 6 games. At the start, I wasn't playing the best, but after the first 3 games, I had beter scores. I guess it took me a long time before I was warmed up. In the end, I won 3 of the games and had some nice scores. 95 87 81 123 120 and 111. The last game was the closest one and I hope it would be better at the end of the year. I hope to improve my scores.

2009-06-20T18:56:00.002+08:00

What is a noob? Well, there was this guy, he lost to me. He kept saying vulgarities when he got hit or lost a life. He tried insulting me with every single thing could think of, like noob, newbie, runner, scared to die. Since it didn't get into my head, he kept persisting that I am a noob. Even after the game, he said I should name the room Newbie room. They just can't stop trying to make you look bad when in fact, thay are worse. Whats his name in Lunia? Unjustly, or LimeWire. Think his main is good? I bet my healer can trounce it's 'proness'. Trying to compare when my pvp lvl is higher? I think he needs a life.

2009-06-20T15:52:00.002+08:00

I know its kind of late to post anything about it. But the batch outing to watch Night At the Museum 2 was nice and that took place in the first week of the June Holidays. We took a picture but Edmund and Benedick weren't in it as they hate to go to the toilet right after the show. It would be nice if more of these outings took place. :)

2009-06-19T20:00:00.002+08:00

Man, I think I slept too much today. I woke up at 5pm and then ate. After doing so I went back to sleep at 6 and woke up 1 hour and 20 minsutes later. Must be making me tired and slack.

2009-06-14T18:29:00.002+08:00

Half of the June holidays have passed. I hope I will start on the AAs soon. That would help a lot. Looking forward to the next time I go bowling. But I don't know why I have this nagging feeling in me. I guess I will find out the cause eventually.

2009-06-07T18:35:00.003+08:00

Its currently the June holidays, at least its supposed to be. Hope to have a bit of breather now. Got to be prepared for next term and OBS.....

2009-05-29T00:14:00.000+08:00

The school term is over but theres still one more week of lessons and oral coming up. i just hope to do one thing, and that is bowling. I just hope friends would come.

2009-05-22T19:31:00.002+08:00

The RME Retreat has passed and it wasn't so bad after all. Stayed up on the last night to watch the movie and the food wasn't bad. To sleep in air conditioning was nice and in all, I think it has helped me build up more than just confidence. I really wanted to be Section Leader, but of course the leaders knows best. Now I just want to be a great trumpeter.

2009-05-14T14:43:00.002+08:00

I will be going for the Sec 3 RME Camp tomorrow. This will be my second camp of the year. I hope I won't feel like hating this camp since it should help my Catholic life.

2009-05-10T15:09:00.003+08:00

When I went to palau Semakau, the upside down jellyfish were interesting. Too bad they were small.

2009-05-09T14:22:00.008+08:00

Pictures from HortPark and Palau Semakau.

2009-05-03T14:00:00.002+08:00

Went to Palau Semakau on Friday just for a look with some others. had breakfast then had a trip around the landfill. We did the tidal walk and there were some creatures around even if it was quite sunny and hot which isn't very condusive for natural creatures living there to come out. After that, we went to the Hortpark for a short while just to check it out. Some photos were taken, but I will upload them another time.

2009-04-18T13:52:00.002+08:00

Next Friday is the performance at the Supreme Court. Its feel like a big thing and I hope I don't screw it up. When You Wish Upon A Star is a nice song and I hope i don't mispitch. It is nice that we get to have performances outside of school and I look forward to more of those performances in the future.

2009-04-10T20:06:00.002+08:00

I feel like I want to apologise for the incident, but I can't. I might just stir up more emotions and memories of it. Its hard to keep quiet though. I can't express how I feel. But I know I feel a bit disappointed and afraid of what people now think of this band I'm in.

2009-04-05T18:26:00.003+08:00

...............I'm just screwed up.

2009-04-04T17:08:00.002+08:00

Today, I went back to help the sec 1s in Band. First, we did suicides and I didn't expect that to happen. I had to push myself abit even if I didn't want to. Right after that, we played a game and it was quite nice. We then went back to the Band room and we split up to our different sections. Most of the time, Daniel took charge of teaching the sec 1, but I did do abit. Most of the time, I played Fugue in G Minor with Brian Qing Yong and Farhad. Of course, they were still unfamiliar with the song though I am quite confident we will play it for Band Camp. I am afraid for the next SYF, SJIMB cannot get Gold. I just don't see them able to step up and give a good performance. But maybe if we start now, We, the sec 4s and 3s, can help them play fantastic music.

2009-04-02T17:22:00.002+08:00

SJI has finally got Gold With Honours for SYF. It was a nice surprise and we were all glad. Having this achievement gives me a nice feeling and I am happy about it. I will probably not go for the barbecue tomorrow but who knows, I might.

2009-04-02T17:06:00.002+08:00

Quite alot has already happened since I last posted. Starting with the March holidays. We had many bands practices and on the Sunday of St Patrick's Day, it rained heavily and I didn't get to do anything and after all that we got a scolding. Coming to the end of that week, I went for Instructor's Course and that became my first fully completed Band camp out of 4 occasions. All I can say is that it was tiring but now I do not need to worry about it anymore.

After all that school restarted and I got screwed on Monday. I questioned my point of living and I felt like there was nothing to live for anymore. What I loved to do has been taken away so I felt hopeless. Why should I have a future. does the world really need me. After all that turmoil, Band Fiesta came I got mad at the teacher. I felt like nothing good will happen to me, and that I had nothing now, soI had no reason to live.

But I do think that someday, my life will be in order and all problems solved. Band Fiesta was nice and the performance was enjoyable.

2009-03-06T16:57:00.002+08:00

Things are getting weird now. Physics lesson is in chaos. Camp is coming and I don't feel like going, yet. Gonna try to get some screenshots soon. Tomorrow is a nother exchange and this one might be more worthwhile.

2009-02-24T16:50:00.002+08:00

It's getting worse. Dylan doesn't stop insulting me. He think it's funny. He calls me a vampire and that is outrageous. Is he telling me i am inhuman and weird. he distracts people during tests and he doesn't seem to be going to change anytime soon.

E Maths is done and i am confident of a pass. Social Studies on the other hand, seems like a gone case. Why does the stupid idiotic show beauty Files take over the slot for Whose Line Is It Anyway. Just stupidity, taking a wonderful show out to air a stupid lousy local show.

2009-02-23T20:18:00.002+08:00

Social Studies paper was almost like the Literature one, I just wrote and wrote and hope I pass. It is so fun to tease Edmund and it was hilarious when he dramatically fell to the ground, again. After ranting in the last post, nothing much changed, but I feel abit better. I wonder if Ji Yang was helping or hurting me.

I can finally meet Sitoh Enoch again on Friday, since Monfort is part of the exchange at Serangoon Secondary School. Maybe I might spot Lionel too. About Dylan, why does he act this way? he seems to want attention and writes and talks alot of thrash. Aiming to be a wrestler? Is that a likely goal someone relaly wants to achieve or just random. The days does seem to be even more uncertain, and they seem dark and daunting. When will I get the sudden realisation of life?

2009-02-21T15:48:00.002+08:00

I realise how the days can go past so quickly. Am I prepared? Or am I just waiting, waiting till the feeling comes. Sometimes people look up to you, expecting alot from you. What happens when you fail? What would I do if someone expect nothing from me? Just thinking about it, what have I learned from Physics? I see graphs but theres no explaination. For everything that happens, there is an explaination for it happening. Why do I have this fascination, this fetish, or love or whatever people say? Why does it appeal to me. Not many even think about it, but I just love it. Is it art? Is it nice, cute or maybe even interesting. Why did it start out after reading Animorphs. Was I born this way. This world is for us, a gift. Why do we destroy it, why don't I feel I'm in the right place. Music fascinates me, but I'm not exactly a very skillful one. Sometimes I don't feel right. Am I different? Find out a secret of mine and you'll know. Is this really me?

I sometimes act strange, and I feel this isn't me.Why was I born here, at this time and maybe world. Why do I like fantqasy so much. Unicorns, mermaids, dragons, centaurs. Why can't they exist. I really love them. Why can't humans, us, have a link with them. Are they just our imagination, or are they out there somewhere. I'm Nat HUi, a son, younger brother of a few siblings. Student of SJI and a bandsman. Is this right for me. SJI, an all boys school with a long history. Singapore, a small country in Asia. Words echoe in my mind. Human, Earth, mythical, male, guy, the made believe, transformation, like, girl, female, change, fantasy. I believe in Heaven. What I feel, is it wrong? What I love to imagine and dream, are they totally meningless? Never going to happen? The reason I continue living, would it be crushed if someone told me what I like, which no one knows AND understand yet is stupid and I should be ashamed. If someone told me I'm crazy. Has others felt this way?

Not to be specific so no one will know, those who change something big to follow their feelings. But is it just stupidity to love fantasy and want it to happen? Transformation? Alteration? Or can some people understand my situation. I don't think I ever felt I belong in this society. I live in my own world, maybe the internet, the get away from the real world, this life. In my own fantasy where I am so totally different from this average guy in school. My true self? It can't be that good. My dreams, abilities and change. Do my dreams tell me about myself. Change, the change of myself, a teenage guy. Th what? Something you cannot possibly imagine and believe? Why am I a nutcase with a twisted mind you might think, but so what? I feel this way, my way. You can't change that thought. But I pray this does happen, you'll see the real me, the one inside, giving me these dreams and fantasy. I guess you'll never ever get to see it.

Music to soothe things. Why was I at the bandroom this whole week. For this has been bothering me. Girl. Random? Maybe, but this post is something I thought up for some time. Keeping what I feel inside from the harsh reality. Laughter, mokery. This seems wrong. Do I still want this? Real me? Where is it. Went to band to let my mind rest. Of course, am I commited to SYF? Mayube. This week was interesting though.

How do I behave. Has it shown to anyone what I feel inside? What I love, like. The week is ending, and I hope it ends well. Where can I find someone who would understand me. I play Audition, some know my first account. Find out and you might know something interesting. Surprises lie in our path, and they come out at any time.

A normal post I usually blog on? Maybe another time.

Band

2009-02-16T21:45:00.002+08:00

Tried the Fugue in G Minor for trumpets today and even though SL, Daniel and I didn't sound that good, it was a good start. Sunday was interesting and it was fun taking those pictures. the relays on Saturday were tiring and I vomited but the sec 3s did pretty good.

2009-02-10T20:52:00.001+08:00

See my Personality Profile

New

2009-02-02T17:40:00.001+08:00

Now theres a Sec 3 Batch Blog and its quite nice. Hope I can find more people to join Imeem. Its a great place to listen to songs.

lol

2009-01-31T22:22:00.001+08:00

Even though not many people come to this blog, this blog will still go on. Has been for the last 21 months and after 1897 ppl have visited so yea I will keep posting.

Band

2009-01-31T21:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was our sec 3 outing. We played badminton at Tanglin CC and it was quite nice. Of course, I wuld like to have a rematch and have it until 21 points, but I would have to wait till then. I think I would do better. Today ended at 2pm, as expected. Sometimes I feel its long but SYF is coming so theres nothing I can do. Hoping we can sound nicer and like a recording!

XXX

2009-01-19T16:58:00.000+08:00

Why do I play Lunia? Sometimes I wonder. My rank is decresing, and now I am around rank 328. Raiding is boring and what I do now is farm. 6-10H is quite nice though, and I get 1% exp each complete run. What I do hope is getting the Rigel's magic stone so I can get the item box. Even though raids give me more exp, its not fun repeating the same thing over and over again. In farming I get to complete quests. Somehow, I must find out how to gain money, as each day I get around 7g only, which is very little. Currently with 637g, I am aiming for 900g, so that I can start spending on items people sell.

xxx

2009-01-18T14:56:00.000+08:00

Back to school and I'm trying to focus again, 30 January will be a school holiday for the good results from the O levels. I guess that school week will be short. Practice for SYF on Saturday was quite nice. We seem to be improving, and that we might just get gold. Now, band is okay but it is just that I can get angry with the tops and the training can be tough for me. Like on Thursday, marching for the CCA orientation was tiring for me and I needed lots of water. But i just might be getting fitter, and I hope to improve more.

Did 13 pull ups on that same day, but I feel i can do better. I will dreadit when it comes to the 2.4 trial run. With the sec 1 camps, I guess it was still slack in school, now that it is over, I have to brace myself. I don't like my chinese teacher. I am weak in chinese but she doesn't use english to help me understand the meenings, so I'm clueless. I'm not fond of my geography and chemistry teachers. I guess none of them know me well but I am english rep, again.

Chinese New Year is coming early and I do hope it will be a good one. Now in Lunia, I feel some, or most Singaporeans are rude, saying alot of vulgarities and being very big sore losers. I think they think too highly of themselvesalready. They just can't stop trying to pull others down to look pro. They better not think about putting my lvl 64 healer down. Hoping to find more manga sites other than mangahut, mangafox and onemanga. I hope I can survive to post more.

Bowling

2008-12-29T19:39:00.000+08:00

Today, I went bowling with Daniel, Qin Han, Marcus Lim and Desmond. Played 5 games and I won 4 of them. Qin Han won the third one. My scores were 70 108 74 86 105. It was pretty fun but December is ending and school will start soon.

oh well

2008-12-09T14:23:00.000+08:00

Thursday would be the final band practise of the year. Legion camp was pretty good and on the last night, I didn't sleep. Was too busy playing Halo 3 and the card game speed. I really hope I can spend my time meaningful for these few days and I hope my brother will be able to cope with NS. I guess my room would be pretty empty without him sleeping all day in there.

Been play lunia these few days and I'm finally one of the top players! Hope to improve and of course, practice for SYF. But sometimes I just feel like slacking off and maybe not get selected for it. But it might not be good for the band. I'll just wait and see.

Uh oh

2008-11-10T21:20:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is ACE camp and I hope I can survive it. I just can't get used to camps and my brother tells me its gonna be like hell. Wish me luck.

Today

2008-11-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

Went for band today. Had to run 1.6. Was very tiring for me, as I havent' excercise for ages. Had master class and yea went for mass in the evening.

21 October

2008-10-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

My class is having a class dinner tomorrow at Bugis and I'm hoping I would go and have something that I would eat. Hopefully I won't just go there and stone. The last day of school is over and whats left is Band.

Lunia

2008-10-19T12:24:00.000+08:00

Started Lunia again. Got a healer, took a screenshot once.